with an officer in charge
who passed the phone
to your attending
Having listened to a quick blue sketch
flesh to the hard organic version
of your unexpected
I drive into the very night
that has consumed you
my heart hammering yes
Archive for May, 2012
This is Hesperis matronalis, a member of the mustard family. Not native phlox, though I knew it as phlox for the first 40 years of my life. Hesperis matronalis, an “invasive species” that has been around here for a long time, though not quite as long as many other invasives, such as Homo sapiens. These are on Rte. 80, just east of Sherburne Village. Bob Smith’s back yard. Tons of them along the river. Gorgeous.
Betty’s gone and sorely missed. She was an inspiring and encouraging friend and teacher, and much more. A brilliant and strict grammarian who at some point decided that the word lot was overused, she left as perhaps her most notorious reprimand: “A lot is a piece of land.”
Lots of Love
You never cared much for a lot
bereft of proper boundaries
still your progeny, the lot, now gather
sorting through a lot of loss
and lovingly, as is their lot
into five boxes the ephemera
the vanishing, the unlike love,
And you still have me picturing
a lot of callers
flanked by the lots of cards and flowers
with a lot of prayers
just down the street
All queued to rise and follow you
from the confines you once surveyed
I’ve been reading a lot of stuff by Hugh McMillan lately. First discovered him in Qarrtsiluni. Here’s a link to six poems. Not a lame one in the bunch.
Searching for a rhyme
to celebrate your birthday
I find May the eighth
…….___ _ ___
The pretty little
note that I was looking for
is in a number
…….___ _ ___
But it’s in your heart
where numbers seldom matter
that the true bird sings
..While in the course of picking up a “pie” at the local sandwich shop last evening, I found myself witness to a discussion between the proprietor and a customer. The topic was “Cinco de Mayo,” that often mentioned but seldom understood holiday that rings its little bell annually on the 5th of May.
..It seemed that some customer had stopped by the shop earlier and made a statement of sorts about Cinco de Mayo, leaving the boss and his sole remaining customer to attempt to hash out just why in the world we here in the U.S. of A. would be inclined to celebrate what has usually been interpreted in these parts as a major Mexican holiday, possibly Mexican Independence Day. The day when in some obscure battle the Mexicans finally vanquished their Spanish occupiers and proclaimed the land their own. The boss was intoning that this spread of the celebration of Cinco de Mayo must have to do with the spread of Hispanic peoples and culture into the U.S., and I had the feeling that he would have soon mentioned both the Border Patrol and razor wire fences had not his munching cohort chimed in with a fairly erudite interruption, noting that he was pretty sure CdM was not Mexican Independence Day, and further remembering that he thought it had something to do with the French.
..At that point the instigator of the discussion, a boy about 9 years old, returned to the shop to pick up the food he had ordered on his earlier visit. He was accompanied by a friend, a black lad about the same age. The white kid was wearing a “Cinco de Mayo” T-shirt and a baseball cap, and the black kid was sporting an interestingly lopsided fro. I might have guessed they had been riding bikes, playing baseball, or stepping on ants, and not yet recognizing that the shirt had triggered the discussion, I commented on it, saying, “Hey..this guy’s got a Cinco de Mayo shirt!”
..He looked up and squeaked a little “yea”, as though he couldn’t quite believe all the attention his shirt was getting, and probably didn’t want to revisit, this time with an additional enthusiastic adult, the history and modern rural overtones of the expression on the tee his mother had set out for him that morning.
..Perhaps he even knew the history. Perhaps his mom had told him not just that Cinco de Mayo means the fifth of May, but also that it was the French, in fact, who took a licking at the Battle of Puebla, in Mexico, on May 5, 1862. That sometime prior to this battle the Mexican government, nearly insolvent after years of war (including one w/ the U.S) and owing huge debts to England, Spain and France, decided to suspend their loan repayments, causing great puffings and armada launchings from all three countries toward Mexico. Negotiations ensued, and the Brits and Spaniards were persuaded to withdraw their invasion forces. The French, under Napoleon III, decided that their interests, including the destuction of the union of the United States, would be better served by invading Mexico and installing a French emperor. Napoleon would thus be able to much more easily supply the Confederate Army in the ongoing U.S. Civil War.
..Very early in the campaign, the French were dealt a crushing blow at Puebla, though their number was twice that of the Mexican defenders. It was a huge moral victory for the Mexicans, strengthening national pride and the resistance movement, and delaying the ultimate success of the French in establishing their emperor. During the year between the Battle of Puebla on Cinco de Mayo and the installation of Maximillian as emperor, the United States government built a massive army to fight the Confederates, win the U.S. Civil War in 1865, then kick back and aid the Mexicans in booting Maximillian in 1867.
..As I walked out with my pizza, I asked the kid what his shirt said at the bottom, in letters almost as large as Cinco de Mayo. He pulled it taut so I could read “Aeropostale”, a ubiquitous name in apparel, certainly. The French word for airmail. The clothing company founded in NYC by Bryan Alberto, and named after a French/Latin airmail company that flew in the 1920’s.
..It seems that Cinco de Mayo is now celebrated with more fervor in the U.S than it is in Mexico, a celebration of Mexican heritage and a celebration of the spirit of freedom that finally prevailed in the U.S in the early 1860’s.
There are too many people
……..driving past these empty trucks
…………………………………….and cattle trailers
…………parked on both sides of the otherwise too narrow road
…perhaps a hundred trucks
………with fifty north and fifty south
…………..of Blanchard’s farm and its broad entryway of dirt
The auction is unfolding
……..I imagine bellowing from both sides
……………….as all tread about in one’s ripe dung
…………..the bright half in their rubbers
Not a man in twenty there
…………..and fewer up here on the road I’ll wager
…………………..wonders what the cows will think tonight
……or would even take exception to a statement
………………………that they think not much at all
About which shoulder sunlight strikes
………………………………there in the stanchion
………………how the water tastes
………………………………..or leaving home